Thursday, February 11, 2010

From my heart, from now on.

I have been thinking a whole lot. I don't really have any relationship with this blog other than to just share my layouts. And I feel very sad about that.

So here is to changing that:

I am missing my mom very much today. I miss being able to talk to her and get advice from her. She wore her heart on her sleeve so passionately, and I have tried so hard to live my life like that. But sometimes that can get you into some pretty hot water. I am watching Pride and Prejudice today, it reminds me so much of my mom. We watched that all the time.

I am not sure what to do right now. Or what to say. But no matter what, I will be true to my feelings. No matter the consequences. And I will be proud of myself.


And because I can't do a post without a pic: here is Cree from the other day. She fell asleep standing. With mismatched BabyLegs on her arms. She is such a crazy maniac girl.

Take care



Keshet said...

I'm so sorry for your loss:( The picture is too sweet.

Nicole said...

I'm so sorry for your loss, Amy. :(

Cree is an absolute doll! :)

liz mataraza said...

Cree is a sweetie. i can fall asleep standing up as well. :)

i'm sorry for your loss, Amy.

it's funny...the word verification word for this post is 'uplifti' huh...hang in there girl and cherish those memories you have.

Sasha Farina said...

darling girl, your mom is up there watching over you. she is, i am sure, very proud of what you are now, you're kind, sweet, a good friend, very very creative and has a gorgeous family to be with. she is smiling down at you, girl. *hugs* talk soon, okay?

ps : kiss Cree for me.

Moniqui said...

Hi, i am new to your blog.I absolutely love your layouts,they are gorgeous!
I am sorry for you loss, i do believe our loved ones watch over us when they pass on.
You have a cute little girl! I dont post many pics of my kids on my blog,but fun ones likes this one are priceless!

Jessica said...

Love your blog!! That picture is hilarious. I understand how you feel I lost my dad over 10 years ago and it's still difficult. Especially when you have children that will never meet them.

Ronda Palazzari said...

i so understand how you feel. I really do. I still talk out loud to my sister sometimes when i am alone. Silly i know. Love the picture. Such a precious memory.

Malin said...

Its hard to lose someone that is so close to you..
I still miss my grandparents they where so close to me and i could always relay on them to help me when i needed any advice on what to do..
Im sure your mom is with you in spirit and will find some way to help you even though she is not here physicly.
Sending big hugs your way